Do you ever have those moments where you wonder where your life went off the tracks? That you see someone else having this “wonderful life” and, as awful as it is to say out loud, you KNOW they don’t deserve it? Or that you see what appears to be everyone else moving forward and you feel you’re stuck in place, waiting for things to start? No, just me then?
I’m not trying to hate on other people, but really, why is it that lately things have felt like they are stuck in neutral without a great option to go forward? I’m not just talking about one life aspect, but multiple.
Oy, maybe it’s the ever-present rain we’ve had lately but, just like Carrie in the “Sex and the City” movie, I feel like I have my personal mexicoma to come out of.
Or maybe my fairy godmother or guardian angel could come off sabbatical and flick a wand or snap her fingers and make things right.
The one thing I have decided on is that I need to get back in to my writing. Although that even feels like a ginormous task as I no longer want to continue with the next book that is mostly done. Sigh. Guess I have some work ahead of me. Can’t it just be pool weather and I can lounge in the sun with a notepad and start?
Why and Welcome
- Kiki
- Just trying to get through this thing called life. I can be pretty sarcastic but you can count on me to be honest (or use cheesy movie lines or episodes of ‘90s teen dramas to make my point). Who knows where this is going, I sure as hell don’t:)
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